EMOTIONS, VENGEANCE & REACTION
I decided to spend some time thinking about these three topics. Thinking about them in vacuum would have yielded outcome based on my already set and pre-conceived views. I wanted and now I have a subject matter and a potential case study covering an individual. He is my adversary so my assessment will include bias. I have tried to be objective but read with a caveat.
EMOTIONS | All humans have them. We manage them every single day. They are a part of our personality trending from introvert to extrovert bursting out. The case study of the person evolves around his self-assessment of past 25 years of events and impacts in his life. Gathering all the failures and harms, experiencing toxic down turned caused by these events, he searched out the causes. The focus of his assessment based on an assumption of him doing the right thing while others did nothing but hurt. By singularly placing faults on other individuals generated fine, laser focused emotions out at them as targets. Emotions, in this mode created a blind spot of failures to recognize the causes of the events of his own actions. These cat out of the bag emotions at otherwise assumed responsibless for causing the harm, found a track to tunnel and just roll down the steep hill.
VENGEANCE | Emotions release triggered the need for vengeance. You hurt me; I will hurt you became the central mantra. To seek vengeance, the first salvo is to discredit all those responsible for causing harm over 25 years. To tar and feather the selected culprits responsible, it did not matter publishing the dirt on them for the sole purpose maligning them as they cause the hurt. Publishing dirt based on facts or simply made up to support drawing portraits of offenders begun a road to seeking vengeance. Beyond publishing dirt supplemented by seeking the monetary compensation. The unquenched thrust of vengeance begun to expose faults with information denigrating others without proof. Faults also appear in monetary claims which to-date do not seem to have the basis. Pursuit of vengeance, blind-sided by emotions may not achieve the objectives and creating quick sand.
REACTION | Individual under study would have multiple reactions. Satisfaction at the actions taken seeking vengeance. This followed by, it does not matter if dirt posted is true, authenticated or not. Quantity versus quality, does not matter - just post. Getting called on false information, never retract what is posted just do not respond to the spotters and objectors who are locating false information. Monetary compensation, it will come if I endure legal processes. If legal claims occur against me I have nothing others can collect. These processes are roll of dice, who knows the outcome and who cares about the truth. Facts are not important, just sling the mud and see what sticks.
It is tragic, studying this individual – the talents are now obscured due to attributed faults per Emotions, Vengeance and Reaction.